Its one of those days

It's one of those days where its hard to get out of bed.

It's one of those days where all I want to do is sit in my room and cry.

It's one of those days where I wish I had friends.

It's one of those days where I wish I was happy.

It's one of those days where I wish I didn't have to fake a smile, a laugh just so no one knows anything is wrong.

It's one of those days that I want to hurt myself to know that I am alive and not numb.

It's one of those days that I wish I wasn't lonely.

It's one of those days when I wish that everything would go back to where it was like when I didn't lose my best friends, Hickey was here, and I was the old me.

It's one of those days where I feel as empty as a black hole.

It's one of those days where I need hugs and for someone to say everything will be OK.

It's one of those days where I wish I had friends who didn't hurt me.

It's one of those days when I wish I felt pretty and guys would actually talk to me.

It's one of those days where I wish I could be somebody else.

It's just one of those days.