The Dull Ache

I lay upon my bed,
As I quickly write this note,
To my friends and family,
With all my love I devote.

But unfortunately I can't live on,
With this numb and dull ache,
I can no longer live with this hurt,
Lonliness and heartbreak.

My hands begin to tremble,
As I write how I'm feeling down,
And now I think about the times,
When this world has made me frown,

I'm sorry I have to do this,
But its my only escape,
From this dull mixture of pain,
These emotions you seem to rape.

Goodbye to all my friends,
I'm sorry I had to go,
I hope I don't leave any scars,
And make you feel to low.

The dull ache has become,
A feeling much more worse,
Now all this life is to me,
A wicked evil curse.

Goodbye to everyone I love,
I had to let go tonight,
So now just like a soaring bird,
I spread my wings and take flight.