Twisted Games

All the hate has been bottled up inside
I haven't let it out yet
I haven't said how I feel
I haven't told you how I've felt since the first time we met

I hate you more then ever
Your ruining my life
You may think its funny now
But to me its like a knife

You push me farther and farther
Every time that your around
You can't stand it when I'm happy
My pain you seem to have found

You seem to get joy
From seeing me hurt
You act like you care around my mom
Just so she doesn't see that your a jerk

I'm not afraid to say
That I think your a loser
Your always drinking alcohol
Plus I think your a user

I'm not sure if you are
So I'll keep my mouth closed
I'm not like you
I don't make things up its not the path I chose

The way you crack jokes
That are personal and unfair
I know you think your funny
Each time you do it I see that you really don’t care

You'll never care
About anything but you
You can't ever see past anyones mistakes
You can't see whats really true

You don't understand me
But you never will
It takes time to get to know someone
But I don't want you to know how I feel

I don't want you to see the pain you cause me
I don't want you to see the way I feel
You have ruined my life enough
Why won't you let me have the last will

The will to live is inside me
But you beat me down
Its hard to hold on
When you feel forced to the ground

Maybe one day
My mom will see
That the man she married
Isn't as good as he could be

You could be such a good person
If only you tried
But you'll never change
You've always lied

You've lied your way out of trouble
One to many times
I can't sit there listening to your stupid lies
You stutter between your lines

I just wanted you to know
That I will never let you into my heart
I have hated you for so long
It's been this way since the very start.

You think your my step dad
I don't think you've earned the name
You have to prove yourself worthy
But all you have done is play your twisted up games.