Im free

As i go into the bathroom and lock the door
i go to my hiding spot
and sit on the floor
i take a deep breath
as it touches my skin
i close my eyes
let the bleeding begin
i want this to be my last breath of air
so go in deep
my body screams
i go in deep
and it hurts really bad
but numbing myself
is one thing i do best
so i take a deep breath
then my go watery
as I'm leaving this earth
then they go black
the next thing i knew
i was in a white room
with chords hooked up to me
some one rescued me!
i look in the window
and my best friend is staring back
a tear roles down her face
but i knew i had to leave
and she knew it too
she didn't want me to though
but i have to leave this place
so i look at her for a minute or more
then i unplug all the chords
i find a sharp object
and slam it into myself
my best friend yells
my spirit rises
and I'm watching her run in
crying by my side
then all my family and friends come in
i hope they are not mad
i hope they understand
that no one could help me
except for gods hand
and for the first time in years
as i make my way up
to the heavenly doors
a smile is on my face
i hear my best friend whisper
"your free"

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