I'm really really trying
but on the inside I'm still dying
All the pills do nothing
they haven't since spring
Chemo will work they say
however, deaths on his way
i dont know why he wants me
I'm not a sight to see
stick thin, fallen out hair
blackened skin, eyes seeing wats not there
bones so weak
i feel like a freak
my family continues to stand by
as i cause them to cry
today i went peacefully, being read a psalm
my left now left to be embalmed
*altho this is in a cancer patients pov, i was heavily influenced by wat my uncle johnny told me about his chemo 7 radiation experiences before he died*
****blackened skin= radiation treatment
