Emotionally Empty, My Life Is Nothing

I feel so alone
I feel empty inside
Never have I more
Wanted to die

I have no emotions
I have no pain
I hardly remember the meaning
Behind my own name

Nothing matters
I don’t really care
You can’t hurt me anymore
So go ahead, laugh and stare

I cut
But my parents don’t seem to see
All of the scars
That are slowly appearing on me

I feel so empty
Like I have no soul
I feel like my life has become
One gigantic hole

I don’t see
I don’t feel
I’m starting to wonder
If I’m even real

Days go by
All full of emptiness
I’m starting to get used to
This blissful nothingness

No one seems to know
No one seems to care
That emotionally
I am not really there

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