You said you'd always be there, but when i needed you most you were nowhere.I said I trusted you, but you let me down.Now I can't look at you. When all along you didn't love me, I was hated. Hated like a smoker trying to forget. Hated like poison ivy when it itches. The only thing different is that I'm a person who cares if you love or hate me. Sometimes I wonder what it would be like if she was never born to ruin me. So that I deserved to be hated.When I really didn't know that I shouldn't be hurt like that. So when you grew up I hope you hated yourself and wondered what you did wrong just like me.
*This is the first time I've posted one of my poems on anything so tell me what you think*
