Am I all alone in this world?? IT seems to spin out of my control...then it stops....you're standing there, I'm glad you're back its been a while...I thought you would always be there for me,, isn't that what you told me??That you'd never leave me?? Well where did you go?? You're not here where you said you'd be.....I look around cold and scared...what will I do without you....I sit in a corner of an empty, dark, cold room, then I see you but it's not you!!! It's not the person i knew its the person you've become...not even human!! You left this earth, you left me here, I am crying because of you,!!! because you said you'd never leave and i thought you were telling me the truth!!!! From your heart not your mind why would you lie to me??? I was only a kid!!! I didn't know people died!!! Because the people i want to be with were always there!! You left and then she came.... And you let her hurt me!!how could you hurt me like that!!! I thought you loved me?!!?!?!? But you dint or you would still be here!!!Why did you have to get sick?? Why couldn't you have gotten better?? What about me??!?!? But what am i saying was one of the only people you took care of...so it s not your fault your gone its mine!!! I killed you with my selfish ways...and my whole life has been a lie....you weren't sick until i made you that way!!! And where are you now!?!? Gone!!because of me!!I'm so sorry you're gone killing you is just as bad as killing me...you are all i ever had!! You were always there...You loved me...and look what I did to you!! I'm sorry thats all I can say!!
Love always and forever
Your little angel
