I am sorry my dear

Once again
I lay here at night
I am alone again
I lay in fright

I am sorry my dear
I took some pills tonight
I needed you here
To hold me tight

You didn't have time
Not for me tonight
I am sorry my dear
I will be gone by morning light

I am sorry my dear
I made a promise to you
I said I wouldn't do this
But it's what I have to do

I needed your arms
To wrap around me
To protect me from harm
But it just wont be

Our child is gone
And so am I
It won't be long
Til I fade away

I am sorry my dear
This is all i had
I will no longer be here
Just know..you would have been a great dad