Tears pour out of my eyes,
Thoughts of love in my mind,
But the Pain in my heart takes control,
As I lift up my mattress,
Thoughts of you upset me more,
The blade is sitting,
Awaiting the soft tissue to rip,
As I drag it along my wrist,
I think of nothing,
I'm happy to be going,
Happy that you will move on,
Happy That you won't have to put up with me ever again,
Happy that you'll forget me
Thanks for never caring,
Never loving me,
Treating me like Im invisible,
And Not noticing my pain,