Why do you do this

You make me so happy
id give my life if it would keep you happy
but if you saw the tears i was crying now what would you say?
what would you do if you new your best mate was making it worse
someone you trust
is trying to ruin it all
trying to hurt us both
he doesn't understand at all
doesn't know the pain
the pain i went through last time
if he was a true mate
why
why would he want to put us through the same pain
he saw how it degraded us
made us different but still
he doesn't care
you are the most special thing Ive ever had

i love you

i hate him
i never want to see him again
not if hes going to be like this

*dedicated to john king(the person i love the most more than anything) and calum sawyer(the best mate spoken about above)