Tired and weak

People say I'm beautiful
Something worth keeping around
But baby you don't know me
As my tears fall to the ground

I used to be different
I used to be me
Something changed it all
That I know you can see

I made a promise to you
That I wouldn't go this way
Baby I can't go on
This is my last day

In less than a year
I have been to hell and back
Too bad I didnt have you near
To keep me on track

I have been beaten
And I have been raped
And I am so sorry
That it has to be this way

I have been afraid
And I have lost my son
I have no where to go
Baby I have had enough