What if....

what if i do something good,
would people be proud of me?
what if i were to do something bad,
would people disown me?
what if i could change who i am,
would people like me better?
what if i were to break the rules,
would people think twice about me?
what if i were to tell the ruth,
would people relie on me more?
what if i were to lie,
would people ever be able to trust me?
what if i were to be in love,
would it last forever?
what if i were to break someone's heart,
would i ever be happy again?
what if i did something nice,
would people appricate me more?
what if i were to harm myself,
would i ever be forgiven?
what if someone found my scars,
would i have to tell why?
what if i had changed my life,
would i be happier??