Was This Meant To Be

I am the one u will never forgive
I am the one that seeks your forgiveness

Yet you can never forgive
forgive me of what I have destroyed
what I have destroyed between us

Our relationship can never be mended
Mended back together
Together like we used to be

I have prayed that we can one day come together again
Yet those prayers have failed
Over and Over again

Is this meant to be
Are we not meant to be together

I will always be wondering
Wondering what will happen next
If this fate of ours will ever end
But as the days go on I can see
See that there Is nothing between us

But why is it that it is still hard to talk to you
That it is still hard to even walk near you
Without wanting things to be like they were

I guess I will just have to wait
Wait until my life is almost to its end
Then
And only then may I find out
Find out if we were really meant to be
Or if it was all just a waste of time