I thought I loved you
I think I still do
After all that you've put me through
I’d rather be some1 real
Than some1 fake
But I still can't hate you
I miss you so much
I kissed you more than once
I’m lying in my bloody tears
Smeared all across my face
I’m holding my teddy bear
bcuz I'm oh so scared
no matter how much they try to cheer me
nothing will ever be how it used to be
a big empty hole in my heart
you reached right in and ripped it out
I don't know why I ever cared
because you're not there
I cut a heart next to your name
I almost crossed it out
kale is the name
and I’ll never be the same
I dig my nails in deep
trying to stop the tears
yet they keep on falling
I fell in love with someone fake and now I have to pay
in the debt
blood is what I owe
tears won't stop the flow
pain is the debt
I pay to you with
every day it just grows worse
every day I start to pray
pray for what though?
you're already gone
I’m trapped inside
I scream my silent screams
just take me out of my misery
you were my addiction
That I was drugged on
If I died tomorrow
Would you even blink a single tear?
