This is

This is the time i will have to go
Don't say goodbye because you really shouldn't know
Feel my pain and the anger inside
Please look away as i take my own life
I don't really care what happens to me now
Things have gone so wrong i really don't know how
I cry every night until the sun goes up
Wishing i would disappear
But yet I'm still here
I Don't know why i feel so sad
I really don't know how things got this bad
Screw everything I thought i once knew
This depression in my life is probably because of you I'm just not strong enough to live this life
It doesn't matter anyway
Today is when i die
You tell me no ,that You love me
but your love doesn't show
I'm sorry this is it now i have to go