Hidden Name.....

Forget about you
i know I have to let go
And believe me I am trying
harder than you know
Nothing in this life
could have warned me about this
Exciting as it is
i cant be wanting your kiss
Together its a word
not meant for me and you
Together is something
that we wont be able to do
Except in a once in a while thing
that we so far have kept up
Just fooling around once in a while
hoping we wont f u c k up
Over and over I tell myself
don't you dare fall for him
Somehow I didn't get the message
and now I am liking him
Explain to my heart though
how is it possible not to
Please tell me your secret
so I can stop wanting you
How is it you keep
your heart out of it?
ONE way or another
I need to stop wanting it
FOUR days have passed
and not one word from you
THREE times you've called
and I still dont know what to do
should I let it go
should I just ride with your flow
I dont know what to do
I wish I would know
I want to forget you
Before I get to know you
Because sooner or later
I know I will Love you

::MELI::