This Feeling.

Lost.
Beyond everything;
Beyond care.

This hurt.
Hard to feel.
But still there.

Slipping.
S.l.o.w.l.y.
But, surely.
Into a BLACK HOLE.
Of nothing more but;
PAIN.

Screaming;
Silently,
Hoping & waiting.
For something more.
Something, different.

The penetration.
Of the knife.
Is nothing.
It numbs nothing.

I can still FEEL