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I'm crying out at night
across the ground I crawl
my world is turning around
watching myself fall

I feel so helpless deep inside
I can't do this all alone
my life just keeps falling apart
I have no courage to walk home

to Face the fears I have taken in
to live with what I've done
the air is just too thin
to out of breath to run

So I just keep falling through the air
Will he catch me if I fall
Will he prove how much he cares
will he take that judgment call

So will he be there all the way?
will he be there until I die?
is he here 2 stay?
will he even try?

hes the only one in this world
who can keep me standing tall
but I feel so alone
isolated by all 4 walls

this world is always changing
its leaving me behind
out of all the missing people
how many do they find?

I'm losing all my hope
will they ever find me
was it supposed 2 end this way
was this meant to be

TWO MONTHS LATER
I have been so brave
my body was finally found
Flowers taken to my grave.

I didn't think this could happen to me
Peoples hearts are so cold
I thought I was well protected
I should have done what I was told.