Pain only a mother could bring

My eyes flutter open
I'm lying on the floor
my wrist so red
my soul cold to the core

i thought id really done it
set myself free
the scars of hurt arnt visible
but somehow clear to see

its all becoming too much
i cant take this anymore
all because you decided
you didn't love dad
you made us miserable
you threw away everything we had

now all we do is fight
but you have no idea
why i do what i do
would you even care?

what would you say
if you knew
the reasons i started
is because of you

i hope hes worth it
worth all this pain
cause now youve left dad
itll never be the same

i hate you so much
but love you still the same
after all you are my mum
but all you bring me is pain

**this poems about me and my mum not getting on at all since she left my dad for someone elts **