Wish you could know

I wish you could know
How it feels to be me

Then maybe you wouldn’t be shouting
It gets to the point where I’m continually doubting
It knocks me right back to the beginning
All I want is a bit of forgiving

Sometimes you think it’s all a bit of fun
But that gets me thinking we’re all done
There was once a time when I’d rather die
Than go on living a terrible lie

I felt the only way out of my nightmare was death
And I didn’t care who heard my last breath
But you helped me find my way home
I started to feel a little less alone

Then, once again, with no warning, I was left out in the rain
All you seemed to do was cause me pain
A feeling of shame, that was wrong
It shouldn’t be lasting this long

All I’m asking for is a bit of love
Free me, like the sweetest dove from above
I want one moment in time where the light stays on