I'm a fake!

All the smiles
all the laughs,
you don't know me as good as you claim you do. if you paid closer attention, you'd see. what a fake i am. look under my sleeves, look under my pant legs you'll see the real me. i keep the scars to remind me that the past IS real. my one true friend, never done me wrong before. it's the blade. when you ask" why so pale" I'm a fake. i always say" no sleep, no food" anything but cutting. I'm a fake.