My tears want so badly to consume my face so the world will go away
The battle between right and wrong has become a thumb war that I cannot sway
On the right hand is a career path and the left, the life of love I have always wanted
The forces that divide us must go deeper than mom and dad, being a legal adult has me somewhat daunted
Run away, get out, free yourself. Advice from the furthest reaches of my mind
But where to go, what to do? It almost seems as if my life is being timed
Reality is a game my head wants to play but my heart doesn't want to follow
They are coming, filling my eyes, my heart, my soul, so very tired it is hard to swallow
Letting go is devastatingly hard on the emotional tear duct that is my heart, hurting the people I love increases the pain
Probably the worst knowledge of all is the fact that in the end I am to blame
