When These Tears Fall...

When these tears fall,
I don't know what to do.
How do I deal with,
The Hell I'm going through.

When these tears fall,
And I don't know why.
I feel bad because,
It makes you want to cry.

You get so worried,
You get so scared.
When these tears fall,
You wish you were there.

These tears fall for reasons,
I can't explain.
I sit around and just cry,
I'm going insane.

When these tears fall,
It's like they won't stop.
It's like they are here,
Making me drop.

They won't stop,
They won't go away,
What do I do,
So it will all be OK?

When these tears drop from these crying eyes,
I wish I could die.
But then I think about my one true love,
And how I know he was sent from above,

To help me now when I am need,
Even though he don't know what to say.
He is here.
Wiping every single tear away.

I don't ever want to cut again,
So I am trying to teach myself to stop,
But I want to so bad,
Because I think if I do this pain will drop.

When these tears fall,
I know it breaks your heart.
But remember I am here loving you,
From the very start..
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OK I know this is kinda a love poem too but I thought it should be put under sad poems/depression because I am very depressed for reasons unknown..Please comment and vote..I need feedback bad right now..Let me know what you think. Good or bad..Thanks if you do..I am having alot of hard times right now I can use it...
Crystal
p.s. this poem is dedicated kinda to 2 people...my best friend Brooke and my b/f Randall..Brooke because she is there and it kills her to hear me cry and Randall well because of the love parts..Thank you so much if you comment