Falling

I'm always falling for the wrong guy
Falling for the guy who'll never fall back
Hurting so much that it makes me cry
Sometimes I feel like I want to die.
Of all the guys that fall for me
There's none I love as much
As that one guy that I can never have
I guess this is a problem to most of us.
We talk, we laugh
But inside I'm crying to him
Thinking that I'll never be the one for him
Knowing what I can't have.
Hurts as much as the dull knife at my wrist
I cut till I bleed while i'm lying on the floor,
Staring at the ceiling
Like I've done many times before.
I feel empty
Lost is my soul
Since you've left me here
I feel so cold.
I need you with me
I want you here
But now I know that you'll never be.