Gave up the fight

I stare out my window,
a tear leaves my eyes.
Slowly and softly,
I begin to cry.

I feel my heart breaking inside.
How I envy those who have died,
I want to follow my friend and
commit suicide.

I let out a sigh,
I’m so tired of life.
Tired of this stupid game
I have to play everyday.

No one really cares,
if I turn around no one is there.
No one to catch me when I fall.

I’m hiding,
and haven’t been found.
I’m waiting but there’s
no sound.

I silently get out my blade,
hoping to soon see my fate.
I make another cut,
it’s my own way of creating art.

My eyes start to close.
My This is the path I chose.
There is nothing I could do,
I felt so much endless pain my whole life through.

I hope I do die,
and go up to the sky,
and with my bestfriend rbest friendI’ll admit, I gave up this fight.