Feel Me In This Moment Now And Forever

Feel me in this moment
Know that I am near
Understand I want to be heard
In this dream that we are sharing
This fog consuming my mind
I can't see anything
Rubbing my eyes in disdain
Kill me now and get this over with
Don't draw this torture out for much longer
Slice my arm with the thorns of the rose
Watch with attentive eyes as the blood flows
Making designs with absolute precision
Look at me with your heart
See what the inside is all about
Pick through the pricker bushes
Throw aside the misery in your soul
Slither through the questions
Begging for answers
The truth to all being
Feel me in this moment
The cold surrounding the whirlwind of confusion
Reach out to me so that I can find you
Stretch your hand touch my fingertips
Don't walk away now when I need you the most
Silent tears falling down my face
Misty light streaming through the prism
Dancing across your face
Making the dark circles under your eyes seem blacker
Where has sleep gone?
It has flown out the window
Up into the stars
Wish upon one and hope it will come back
Tear me apart piece by piece
Feel me now in this moment
Get inside of my mind
And close your tired lids
Rest for a bit and don't worry about our future
Now leave and float into the distance
Following the vague light
Don't look back our you'll forever be wasted
Crumbling into a dust blown away by the wind
And I'll never see you again
But maybe it shall be a good thing