I still love you!

You put me through so much. I feel like pulling your guns clutch. you pushed an pulled me around now im laying here on the grown. Not knowing what to do but im still madly in love with you. One day im scared your going to beat me to death I dont understand why I havent left. I dont know what I\'d do with out you I cant make it on my own Im still not fully grown. You say You cant stand the way I act then you come crying back. So I let it go Then the next day your calling me a ho. When you start drinking it really hurts inside an in the bed i fear that i am gonna die.