I keep thinking of you an your in my dreams like maybe I could have helped you avoid the death. But now there's nothing left to you but a tomb stone I still cant believe your gone It's like your still here your fear of people makes you feel weired but you killed yourself over it whats the deal? You griped the trigger an pulled it back it shot you right there on the side of your head you were left dead. I wish I knew what you were thinking as you wrote the letter to your mommy telling her you loved her an it wasn't her fault. Saying don't be upset just think I never left I'm still in your heart your just thinking your missing that part. Lindsay I know you were pregnant an your man wasn't claiming. An you had a miscarriage but you shouldn't have blamed your self you could have dealt with it yourself with out the gun it didn't kill pain it made you selfish an you forgot about who all love you yeah you were running this thing but now your gone an nothings the same I still blame you you could have made a better choice but now were with out you it's silence no noise. I will always love you an when your smiling at me in the sky so blue.
