My treasure

Not much to do lately
Except ponder all the what ifs and whys
I have tried to run and hide from this hurt
But I can't get myself to say my goodbyes

God has blessed me in so many ways
Guess the one thing I want from Him
My wanting true love
Has somehow ever been so dim

It seems to get easier
As the days go by
But every now and then
Tears will escape my eye

Sad songs fill the airwaves
Even if put there to feel the pain
It is what I have long known
In hopes that it will pass like a warm summer's rain

Love envelopes my every day with my surroundings
And yet when I need it most, it fades away
My whole lifes goal...to search for that one
Seems to be fading day by day

I hope she finds what she is looking for
Because it sure isn't me
I would give anything for one more kiss, one more touch
Sacrifice myself for her like I was "The Giving Tree."

All of me I would gladly give
My pride, my joy, my life, my soul
Just so that she would stay and be with me
My heart would be hers to control