Talk is Cheap

*sad sad sad*

I remember a day when I
Stood in your arms and cried
Then left you with nothing
That day a part of us did die

I recall walking to my house
Miserable worthless and cold
Then straight to my room
And let all havoc unfold

Let out my thoughts and worries
Upon my death white wrists
I think it gives me color
Lets my mind untwist

This is what you told me
That unforgettable day
You'd never let anything happen to me
Yet I didn't believe a word you'd say

You sounded so hopeful
When you led me to believe
That you would always be there
Lied with intentions to decieve

Now you're off doing your own thing
While I'm staring at my ceiling fan
My face is streaked with tears
Wondering how this all began

Wishing I could change my feelings
They consume the better of me
But I can't change my feelings
Because I don't disagree

I suppose I should say sorry
To everyone that I will hurt
But I can't feel anything
And nobody listened to my alert

So now when you hear about it
Hope you know what u meant to me
And that I really cared about us
It killed me when there became no we

This is my conclusion
To show how I felt to you
Can't believe this is what it took
To finally get my message through

What a selfish way to end life
And to take my life so young
Is what I can hear you whisper
When you arrive to see me hung