Full Of Make Believe

These tears can swim me away from here
These fears make me squirm in this chair
Making me feel like I don't belong here
This pain expands like rain
Making me wish I wasn't here
These thoughts make my heart turn cold
I feel so much loneliness
As I sit here drowning in my tears
The more I cry
The more my mind gets clouded
All these fake smiles
Makes me feel so lost
I'm so tired of holding on to all of this pretendness
Life shouldn't have to be like this
All this anger could build a mountain
All these scars could build a bridge
All this sadness would over fill the ocean
This fakeness could drown the whole world
So why do I carry on like this
This is not the way I wanna exist
I'd rather put a end to all of this
It's not worth all these feelings
That eat away at me
Like I'm prey in the middle of the night
This world full of make believe.