I Hate You

With everything I have in me
With every breath I breathe
For every year she scarred my soul
This is my dying plea

When I am old
And the savior of death is upon my breath
When I have one more wish to wish
Let the truth of my life and my final words be told

I Hate you
And my final wish for you is this
I Do not wish death upon you, no
That would be too simple to do

I wish the same amount of pain
Be inflicted on you
As you have shown to me
Without mercy as you lie in vain

I Don't wish blood or physical demolition
For you to rot in the pits of hell would be OK
But that wouldn't even show you what i need to show you
I need to take every ounce of your soul ambition

You need to be sad and alone
Without anyone in the world
Crying every night in your bed
Hating yourself, and thinking,"How is my depression so unknown?"

You need to blame yourself for everything
You need to loath yourself, even though its not your fault
You need to hurt yourself, with no mercy for pain
You need to hate yourself, and not know how to fix the sting

And at night, when you feel all the things Ive felt
Every night of a full majority of my young life
And all you want to do is die because your so alone
This is when you'll feel the pain... and your heart and soul with literally melt

When you've gone through all this
And your near to wards the end
This you'll know is bitterly true
This is exactly what I wished for you, and for you to die in an alone abyss

I hate you