You're really dead©

I'm tearing myself apart
you're no where to be seen
You haven't called in a while
I don't even know how you've been

I begging to wonder
if you've forgotten to write
I'm staring in the night sky
wondering if you are alright

Its been two weeks
since your last call
I'm driving myself crazy
trying to stand tall

I keep saying you'll be home
and that you'll be OK
and each day passes
living day by day

where are you?
I'm to afraid to speak
that you haven't called
and its been 3 weeks

Its been 4 weeks
and news report on
how a boy of 17
dead on the floor

I keep reading
and given no name
then I see a picture
You're really dead!