The Curse

Everday at school
she puts up this phony smile
and whispers to her self
its only for a while

If they found out
they would say she's dangerous
think she's insane
but what would they do
with all this lethal pain

People have no idea, she;s so sad
it seems like things get only worse
like she was made to live this life
for its her fate. her curse

She gets home and tries to pretend
for once in her life shes okay
The razor can stay in the drawer
and no new scars today

but for her thats too good
the littlest thing tears her apart
the screaming the yelling
both right from the start

She makes a run to her room
the tears make everything start to fade
she keeps her head held up high
she cant see anything except the blade

And the agony turns into blood
nothing for her to feel
everthing is left a nightmare
no life like this is real

its not like it hurts her badly
just enough to ease the pain and sorrow
her arms are full of engraved cuts
and tomorrow she will push even farther