Simple minds

Tonight i shall sleep
and in the morning i shall not wake
this whole lie I'm living
has just become more fake
i will not force one more smile
to appear upon my face
I've had just about all i can take
I've been crying this silent tears for a while
and the scars upon my arm
have become my denial
i tried to find comfort
in this plastic world of pretend
acted like i had found it
but nothings worth it in the end
they say my actions were selfish
and while that may be true
so is this cruel rusted world of fake
and all the lies I've been told by you
the struggle I've been fighting
is eating me away inside
i tried so hard to find it
each and every day i tried
but its hard
for one true smile
to appear upon my face
for when each and every day I've been living
I've always known my fate
inside my heat all along
was truths never told
and even while it was breaking
i did my best to take hold
but what i know now
has changed from what i knew then
no pain is worth the struggle
cos even when your right
they knock you down and your wrong in the end
for simple minds
see simple struggles
never manage to look deep within
for my birthday is tomorrow
and no one but me can see the trouble I'm in
I'm faced with a decision
i wonder if you can tell
i guess my only mistake
was trusting you too well
cause your a simple mind
you haven't yet looked upon my soul
you haven't found my heart yet
when i thought you would be the first person to know
but yet again i have been mistaken
you never looked within
take one look, now
into my eyes
do you know see how much has been taken
do you now understand
do you now realize
see the truths buried deep inside
even though you never new it
they were the real reason i cried