Crystal Clear

Why can't I see it?
Why do I refuse it?
It's all so senseless,
and it makes me restless.
My love for you I cannot show,
Because you're not the one for me, I know.

Why can't I see it?
Why do I refuse it?
Though I know you have your own,
these stupid thoughts won't leave me alone.
In a blink of an eye, I may vanish from you,
I know you won't care, still I hope that you do.

Why can't I see it?
Why do I refuse it?
I think you just see me only as a friend,
but why does my feelings can't come to an end?
We both know our gap are worlds apart,
So which shall I follow, the mind or the heart?