The Mother

The Mother

Trapped within my own freedom
Behind broken boundaries
Grief has now over come
And took what my mind sees

A person that I must admire
Has taken away my inner being
And thrown away my only desire
Hoping to start a new beginning

Behind a mask of fictional preach
Is all that she'd ever tell
Her way of pathetic teach
Can disappear into hell

Outside of my tormented heart
Is where she should belong
Because closeness shall fall apart
As resentment grows strong

Yet the ones to give me security
She then tries to destroy
In turn kills the best part of me
While she remains coy

To what selfish does define
My mother does reflect
I am ashamed that she is mine
A mother that does neglect

Now I will continue to move on
Just to forget what once was
Then remain inside dusk till dawn
To only find my mothers empty cause