Pretend

I am tired of pretending
Everything is a game
Nothing seems to be real
Nothing seems to be anymore

I am living a false life again
Pretending again I am something
Making everyone happy again
And watching my self destroyed

There is no balance for me
Either I fall to my end
Or those around me
Well never find peace at the end

I sit and I dream
Of something better
Of something real
I am tired of dreaming

My life is like a pedal in a stream
Drifting with the current
No set direction
But just drifting without a care

Passing everything by
Missing the rocks to stop me
Hitting the rapids
And always coming out alive but tore

And I just scream out watching the clouds pass me by
This is my life again one that I am going to regret again
My decisions made are not meant to help me succeed
But those around me will always smile towards me

Because I fell to make you happy!