Inhale

*inhale*

The cuts on my wrist
The bruises on my heart
The pain that you stuck me with
This feeling from the start.

The blood drips slowly
Flowing from my eyes
My tears have been replaced
We will be together in the skies

It wasn't supposed to be like this
I shouldn't be drenched in blood
The sleeves of my shirt are now dark red
It looks like I was dragged through mud

It isn't safe to want to die
Only to be in your arms again
A perfect life, A perfect death
Perfectly fine until the end.

Mom: I didn't mean to hurt you
But I didn't think any one would miss
I just knew I was incomplete
And the only thing that would help were these slits...

But now I will always be happy
I will finally be complete
Why cant you just let me go?
And realize later we will meet

Understand that I miss his laugh
Understand that I miss his smile
Understand that I miss his smell
It has been too long of a while...

A while since I've seen him
It all seems worth it in the end...
I'll miss all the same things about you, mom
And I can't wait to see you again.

*never exhale*