Nightmare Flower

I feel I cannot stay,
dirt below my feet falls away.

My mind stays not here,
not there...
Where sanity does not lear,
nightmares flare!

I'm sorry to feel this way,
all life, all colour is now grey...

The corner of my mind,
where darkness remained,
expands, covers all that shined,
all I've gained...

Don't stare in my eyes,
I don't want you to see...

All your wasted tries,
Don't bother just leave me be...

The lovely world,
the orchard I lived in...
Breeds deception and unfurled
into the black flower called sin...

So long ago,
long before the present,
this darkness use to grow...
Its petals represent...
Everything I've grown to resent...

All I've done as a child,
made me grow,
made me grow wild,
cruel is what I've been,
I grow parallel,
I grow with the flower of sin...

My insanity,
is payment,
from nature of my cruelty,
I collapse in final judgement...

From my grave grows,
that black flower...