I sit here on my bed and think about where time had gone
As I sit here and forget and forget the things I'd always done
I've realized I've grown up and everyone has'nt gone with me
They're still stuck in there world or too lazy to see
That I'm not that little girl I once was
People ask me why I'm so quiet my answer is always because
Because I'm still trying to figure out the real meaning to life
And now as I sit here I still wonder what it's like
I wonder what it's like to actually have a life....
