I feel like I'm trapped
These four walls hold me in
I scream but on one hears my crys
Someone help please!
I just want one thing
It's not asking much
And it's all I want
I just want everyone to understand!?!?!?
I've been blinded
I think the codeine is helping
It does help for sometime
It gives me a piece of relief for a couple hours
How did I let myself be blinded by this?
Yeah it helped, then wore off
All my pain was back
I wanted and needed relief
I was willing to do anything
Just to be relieved for even a couple hours
I loved the feeling
I was warm
I felt like things were ok again
I could sleep
I could relax
It became an addiction
I didn't care, it wasn't a drug
Or at least in my eyes
All it was, was RELIEF!
Part of me started to realize
I was ruining everything
And if I didn't do something
My entire life was going no where
I didn't feel like I had much support
I thought no one cared
I couldn't have been more wrong
I had man that cared
Three in particular
One in which I would talk to, but didn't listen to
No matter how hard she tired...why didn't I listen to her?
And the other, got through to me
I don't know what I'd do without him!
And the third, always there to listen
Give me advice
She knew exactly what I've been going through
I now know who
Really really cares
Slowly and steadily
The walls start to crumble
The light of day shines through
The sun light brings a feeling of warmth
By the ones who really care
I'm reminded the walls
Will continue to crumble
Soon I will be free
I hope they are right
I trust them all
They've got to be right
It's going to get better!
Not sure what to say
All I can think of
Is thanks you
For sticking with me and not giving up
