Erased

Since when did it get weird to say your name?
Everyone acts like if they
even say one thing about
you I'm going to break down.
But it's what i want.
I want to be able to talk
about you.
It's as though you have been
erased from my life.
No more talking to you
until 3 am.
No more hugging and
holding you
All thats left is the hope that
you'll come back and back
to me.