It is a bit long, sorry!

Look at me now
from above
do you see
this permanent frown?

look at me now
and tell me
what you see
do you see
the broken heart
never to be healed
but always
i kept my lips sealed

i kept
your secrets
everything you told me

i was always
there
when you called
for help
i was always
there
when you were down

but this time
i couldn't help you
you fell to far
for me to save you
i reached out my hand
but you couldn't grab on
i did everything
i could to save you
but none
of it worked

so i watched
as you faded away
so slowly
and painfully
though i think it hurt
me more than you

i saw you go
i saw you
pull the trigger
i saw you
hit the floor
i saw you
in your coffin
i saw it all
i saw the final fall

but now as i lay
i look
toward the sky
to ask you why
but i wont ever
find the answer
cause I'm looking
through the lies
and looking
with eyes so blind

i wish
i could have helped you
more than what i did
i wish
my words
meant something to you
but you through
them all away
so here i am
today
2 years later
to say
good bye to you

so good bye
for now
I'll see you soon
on the other side

sorry it is so long
this is for John!!! RIP Sept 17 2003 i miss him so much so please leave a comment and rate this please!!!