You toyed with my emotions, and didn\'t even give a notion about my feelings towards you. I liked you so, but there was no way that you could know for you were my bestfriends exe. You would yell and scream at me when he would confide things in me. But My feelings for you can never be proven ture. If he were to know about the truth that should be told who knows what would happen.
I liked you then, I like you now, but because of all that shit nothing can ever happen now. You asked me to ask him "What's up?" but it was so hard, it made me want to throw up.
I adore you from afar, and wish that I had told you my feelings that one day when we were in the car. You have no idea how I feel but sometimes I fell like I should just get down and kneel. Kneel at your feet and make every word that comes out of my mouth sound sweet. Sweet as candy sweet as corn I one day hope to just walk up to your door. Walk up, stop, and tell you my feelings, tell you how it's hard to breathe, when you're there, how it's hard to sleep, when you're in my mind, and how its hard to focus, when you're sitting right next to me.
If you were to know my feelings there would be no doubt in my mind that you would jump up and shout whetehr it be joy or sorrow, I'm sure that I will hear about it tomorrow.
