Killing myself tomaro

I'm living for no purpose,
Yet dyeing for a reason.
Life it seems so hopeless.
Death it seems so sweet.

It's hard to wonder how,
I'm getting by each day.
If it weren't for my closest friends,
in a coffin I would lay.

Sometimes I wonder why,
why this had to be me.
Sometimes I wanna die
I wanna be set free.

Every days another heartbreak,
yet each night remains the same.
I sit alone, in the dark,
crying tears, with only myself to blame.

I've always been put down,
I've always felt alone.
Rejected by my family,
thrown out of my own home.

Happiness never stays,
Something always seems wrong,
Some one screws it all up.
And that some one ends up me.

The scars left upon my arms,
each one tells a story.
each one brings the pain
As each one brings me glory.

I may be crazy and I may be insane,
But it gets hard when all you've ever felt was pain.
I don't know what it feels like any more.
To be happy and carefree, to be loved and so adored.

My mind is filled with emptiness
My heart is filled with sorrow.
If the pain doesn't stop
I might as well kill myself tomorrow.