I'm glad i had that

I'm missing her more every night
so here are my feelings, here's what i write:

Did you ever have a person to talk to?
Someone who knew exactly what to say and do?
Did you ever think they were awesome in any single way?
Did they put a smile on your face every day?

All your life...it's trouble and tears
Trying to live with all of these fears
You want to die, you tried it too
You hate the world, you hate YOU

you think god ignores you, like your family does
you're always depressed? why? just because
your friend wants you to talk to a teacher
you don't know if you could talk and reach her

you think she doesn't know one thing about pain
will she listen or just say I'm insane?
you don't want to talk, but you're friend wants you to
this is the only resort i have left to do

months pass and she's helped me
i never thought this would be something I'd see
i don't do the things i do anymore
and she's the major reason why i wake up for

but now she's gone and i miss her a lot
she's the best thing my life ever got
and I'd do anything to make her smile
and I'd do whatever to make her life worth while

so did you ever have someone like this?
maybe they are still around, but her i truly miss
maybe you're mad but you shouldn't
she's helped you do things you couldn't

I thought all adults hated me
i didn't want to take the time to see
that besides me friends, people do care
and I'm extremely happy that for once, i had someone like her there