This is how I feel

This world crumbles around me,
As I fall to my knees.
I need someone here with me,
Someone help me please.

I'm beggining to go insane,
I feel so lonely inside.
Last night I sat in my room,
On my bed I cried and cried.

Some times it's hard to breath,
It's hard to feel at all.
It gets even harder to walk,
It's almost hard to crawl.

Tears stream down my face,
All I want to do is bleed.
Bleed out all my pain,
Because thats what I need.

I need to rid the hurt,
Let me feel whole once again.
I need to let out the hate,
Just get out of this pain.

I want to feel special,
Like i'm the perfect one.
I need to start doing things,
I need to have some fun.

I feel so insecure,
Like theres nothing left in me.
People just don't understand,
My pain, they can't see.