I Miss You Grandad

I miss you so much Granddad,
More than you would know
Its been 5 years now Granddad
Where did the time all go

I don't have a good picture of you Granddad
Only one with Andrew Mum and me
But you aren't looking at the camera,
I cannot properly see.

Everything has changed now Granddad
Grandma got really ill
Shes not getting any better,
I don't know if she ever will.

I want to remember the Monday Granddad
That I spent with you
But I can only remember the Friday,
Its sad but it is true

Maybe if you'd stayed at home Granddad
Maybe if you'd had a phone
Maybe things would be different,
You wouldn't have died alone.

You've really gone Granddad,
I don't believe in a better place above.
I will never see you again Granddad,
My life you are no longer part of.